Shakterdoodles

Why do I torment myself Spending every waking moment thinking of you? When in actual fact I hardly cross your mind. Why do I feel a shoot of hope everytime I hear the lines "just maybe you belong with me?" Why do I delude myself into thinking that you'll come around that someday you'll see that you were meant for me? How did I fall in love with a bunch of words. Fall in love so irrevocably. Please give me back my key.

Ahaha,nowadays the only things dominating my mind right now are the upcoming trials(sept 13) and how to beat myself into shape for them. No, make that 4 things, the other two are two friends of mine. =) Speaking of which, why is it so hard to make new ones? Why am I always around people who already have a set of bffs and hence are not open to new blood? Fudge I've just spent an ENTIRE hour on DA reading my friends'posts of the past, and they don't even know it. D< Please get of the computer Shaks, every waking moment from here on out should be spent at my wooden table doing BLOODY vectors and physical chemistry. I HATE vectors, if math were

No way, just yesterday, when i was high on this wonderfully strong coffee, my mind was racing with stuff to write in this space. Now, facing this blank white page, I try to recall what they were and come up with nothing. Oh and this is me running on Strong Coffee: I fly not walk, I natter not talk, I smile too creepily, I stare too intensely, I zoom around in my head like a skitterring black spider with 12 legs. My Hate is more potent, My Desires more fervent, Of course, I don't get I want, but gloominessis too slow to creep in, So anger takes over, leaving me restless. But when I'm euphoric, it's a wonderful feeling, I su